After I have been experienced those horrible situations, I was in fear, and scared! I saw the world in a darker place than I used to see! I lost trust from my society and people. I wanted to just stay in my room. I felt it was safe to just stay there. I did not want to go out. The fear led me to see the same horrible moment again and again. It did not make me sleep well, I did not enjoy being myself and the fear. I have found what is fear really is after spending time with him for the last 4 days.
I won’t let it knock me down any more. I have to be strong and move on. I still see the world is beautiful for me. Many people still care of me from around the world. They send me love and care, even from a thousand miles away. I am still a lucky one and I am grateful for being loved. I am still being who I am and do what I do.
Thank everyone for the positive energy you have sent to me.